Lyrics:

[Verse]
Sometimes I don't even wanna open my eyes up and start the day
I would rather stick a steak knife deep into my heart and pray
Not for me but for that poor bastard they sent to clean the splatter
He slipped and ripped his pants doing the splits when he slipped on my bladder
Needs a ladder, even blood is bleedin' drippin' down my screen
And showing chimps on YouTube from the zoo and the whole troop is screamin'
Bloody Sunday mornin', when I did it, they found me on Thursday
Body been been decomposin', smell the roses in the worst way

[Outro]
I don't wanna bе alive anymore (In the worst way)
I wanna see thе world under the floor (In the worst way)
I wanna be among the chaotic storm (In the worst way)
I wanna burn, I don't like cool and warm (In the worst way)
I wanna have black gargoyle wings (In the worst way)
I wanna hear burnt and charred up angels sing (In the worst way)
I'm coming short on reasons to care (In the worst way)
I wanna be gutted right here